Finger into my anus
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Wash your fingers including your cuticles thoroughly both before and after fingering someone.
This could result in a trip to a health care provider to have an object removed — a decidedly unsexy and awkward ending to your exploration!
A bit of anal anatomy might help you gain a clearer picture of the possibilities of anal stimulation, making these adventures less painful and more enjoyable.
Check out this list of positions for anal sex.
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Then he sometimes attempts it again — but I have to do push him away.
So what I suggest is that you spend the next few months caring for yourself, and building up your belief in yourself.
If you are relaxed enough, you can put more than one finger inside.
The main tip here is to trim those fingernails, wash your hands, and use a glove or condom on your fingers to prevent any damage or infections.